…and you think that I have been able to get through some of my list, right? Yea wrong. Life has a way of making twists and turns for you to uproot your nice laid plans.
I ordered a new bed for me, yay! I went to get my hair done, yay! I come out from getting my hair done and my car won’t start. Shit. I could go into many details about it, but then a 1/2 hour late you’d be like, “what were we talking about again?”. So needless to say, 3 weeks later and $3K later, my car is finally fixed. Sigh…..
We have settled into somewhat of a routine, so that’s good, however, part of me gets frustrated that I AM still doing it all on my own. I know that with school out right now, it’s harder to find that “me” time to get things done, but it’s just something that we’ll just have to get adjusted to.
I could go into details about all the CRAP that has been going on and that he has tried to pull, etc., but I need to learn to let it go. I need to still learn to be strong and be me. I have come a LONG way in that regard and sometimes it’s hard to not fall back into the old habits that I had become so accustomed to.
One friend told me that it was unfair what had transpired. I guess you could look at it that way, however with events like this, I don’t necessarily see it as unfair, I see it as moving on. The one thing (well, okay maybe there is more than one) that I consider unfair was my mom dying 5 1/2 years ago. Now THAT was unfair. You think you get to a point where you are past it and then things like this happen and it just makes me want her even more to be here.
So now I have a few things in the works. One of them is photography. It has always been one of my loves and passions. And I’m looking into an opportunity to help me to earn some extra income. And there is a lens that a friend highly recommended to me: